While I'm in my angry rant

I went for both whatever matrix man I am blind to and my mother.
I am being systematic at my own snowflake leisure to beat on a couple of matrix man walls.
Oh yes, the matrix man ridicules me all of the time. I can't see him, but I feel his predator. Desperate hateful predator. So, while in my anger and that I've already let a little loose with my anger, I let out more anger.
Congrats sick fuck oil riggers, you get satisfaction of finding some of my oil, sick fuck worthless pieces of shit who need to eat shit and die.
Anyway, while on my cussing rant, it went a little something like this:
My mother: OMG Sarah you don't use that language in my house.
Me: Ok mom, I'm getting abused by the world right now and it bothers you more that I'm using "such language" at my abusers. ....... .... Mom, you really are an awful mom. Not in a nazi way, but in a sincere way for who you are.
My biological mother: (puts on a purple shirt as if to make me feel demonized and paranoid). In silence still no conversation or defense.
Me: Mom you're arrogant and such a sick fuck for even insinuating that you have shit for brains. (yes I really said that.)
Biological mother: Stop using that language in my house!
Me: (Walking away) You are a sick fuck arrogant mother who has shit for brains who is clueless how to fight. You're an awful mother (biological mother babbling in the background), keep your mouth shut.

So to give more obsessed anal retentive judges who have never deserved and still don't deserve any piece of my life and whatever info they want, here you go you sick twisted who deserve to die awful dogs. There you go systematic bitches who would die to call me a teen or with some sort of disorder because I don't match your cookie cutter ways of going through how you see the systematic process of a teen rebelling and growing into adulthood. That I'm still somehow just a little girl.
Fucking matrix fucktards who don't know how to get a life have had fucked up desperate and stupid judgement. Who have made me suffer from some people because of your judgement all because I won't disclose myself to you sick fuck animal pig dogs. Fucking sick fucks who are so sickingly desperate.
Fucking sick fuck worthless piece of shit cookie cutters that really think they're God and the best "judges." Eat shit and die. Eat shit and die. Fucking worthless sacks of shit.