Jon

I really don't know if it was you who was responsible for my torture earlier. I confess that I know you have already been responsible for some. Jon, I'm being serious though. I can't take your hate or any more of it. It seems we are playing violent, vulgar, and dirty games, and I feel I'm in too deep with you this time. I can't help but have a lot of mixed emotions. You've been so dirty before and I have every reason to stay mad and hateful.
I feel like you're testing me despite doubting my naivety or ways you have already been in the past. Asif? I think it was wrong for you to say for him to commit suicide. I don't have anything else to say about Asif. You play like you demand to know some truths anyway. Do I still love you? I obviously have some emotions but no, but I can always script along and say "Oh yes master, I love you." ~Jon I love you you know I need you~
I know your show is on repeats. I'm still a little confused with Bohner and it looks like he is intellectualizing on the Catholic contraception comment but if you are responsible, I'm sick of your "I'll do whatever I want even if that does make you and your baby the next political agenda." Stop Jon Stop. People have been sick and I've been sick of the hate and I don't know how to get some people to stop. How can I make you stop doing the things you are responsible for?
Even if it is just the father who is being the dick, he can just go fuck himself. He is such a sick asshole. If you and the father have an agreeable share, just because I call you master, doesn't mean that I am denying/denouncing everything of myself. It is too late for an abortion but I'm also sick of: just because it was unplanned, the baby is a major and catastrophic accident. Fuck you and the father both if you're saying that. You know it isn't my fault that my life is so damned and I don't know how to get you to stop damning it more or blaming me or hating on me because I'm not like you at all. I don't fit in your fascist group and you despise everything about me. How can I get you to stop?